missing Enzo

Finally took the Radioactive Iodine pill today. Honestly, I don't feel any difference, but I guess I wouldn't feel anything until a few months later.

He was just playing outside of my door. I really wanted to see him to I asked Ames to open the door and hold him back. It was the worst idea ever! i never wanted to hold him in my arms more than i wanted do now. :( Ames had to take him away after a few minutes. Enzo cried and cried outside of my door. i felt so bad. how am i going to leave him for 3 weeks in Feb??? *sigh it will happen eventually..when he goes off to day care, to school, to college...